goodnight sweetpea. goodnight honeybun.
msn conversations are seriously taking over everything. i have wayyy more heart to heart talks on msn than i get anywhere else -.- well partly cos everyone scattered all around the globe now. shrugs.
i'm planting my new outlook in life firmly inside of me. well not that new, its been there for a few months, but always had the tendency to fly off during emergencies -.- hahaha. optimistic fuck care happy live-in-the-moment attitude. i like.
happy days are coming up (:
i'm actually quite happy with the way things are now. simple easy and nice. with just a tinge of the prospect of future happenings. hahaha.
bet you it won't last for long -.-
i want more late night drives around the city. anyone want to come on a drive with me? and blow your lungs out singing with me, talking shit and just being in each other's company
[edit] so many things remind me of so many ppl. my numbers from like 3 years ago till present was deleted completely. it leaves you with this slightly lost feeling. the feeling like you're trying to grab at something so intangible, like grasping at air. you know its there, but you don't have the ability to capture it. like how i know all my friends exist, but i'm in no position to contact them. rather disconcerting feeling. so when i have to look for interdependent, whom i have no real common friends, i'm left floundering till the sweet boy contacted me scolding me for not calling him even though i was back (: heh. i want a late night drive with him. i miss our interdependence days sometimes.
talking to suefaye & ziying today over icecream and grocery shopping made me so happy (: its amazing how i never have to worry about my friends judging me. even friends as innocent and pure as ziying (: hahaha, suefaye would never fall under the innocent category. smirks. c'mon baby. ahahahaha. happy day happy day. need more like these and i'll be back to normal again. that's not saying i'm not emo-ing -.- [/edit]
msn conversations are seriously taking over everything. i have wayyy more heart to heart talks on msn than i get anywhere else -.- well partly cos everyone scattered all around the globe now. shrugs.
i'm planting my new outlook in life firmly inside of me. well not that new, its been there for a few months, but always had the tendency to fly off during emergencies -.- hahaha. optimistic fuck care happy live-in-the-moment attitude. i like.
happy days are coming up (:
i'm actually quite happy with the way things are now. simple easy and nice. with just a tinge of the prospect of future happenings. hahaha.
bet you it won't last for long -.-
i want more late night drives around the city. anyone want to come on a drive with me? and blow your lungs out singing with me, talking shit and just being in each other's company
[edit] so many things remind me of so many ppl. my numbers from like 3 years ago till present was deleted completely. it leaves you with this slightly lost feeling. the feeling like you're trying to grab at something so intangible, like grasping at air. you know its there, but you don't have the ability to capture it. like how i know all my friends exist, but i'm in no position to contact them. rather disconcerting feeling. so when i have to look for interdependent, whom i have no real common friends, i'm left floundering till the sweet boy contacted me scolding me for not calling him even though i was back (: heh. i want a late night drive with him. i miss our interdependence days sometimes.
talking to suefaye & ziying today over icecream and grocery shopping made me so happy (: its amazing how i never have to worry about my friends judging me. even friends as innocent and pure as ziying (: hahaha, suefaye would never fall under the innocent category. smirks. c'mon baby. ahahahaha. happy day happy day. need more like these and i'll be back to normal again. that's not saying i'm not emo-ing -.- [/edit]
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